Yesterday I tackled the last of it; the things in the home that we shared that were the hardest for me to move to look at to tackle.
My wedding dress will now sit behind the door to my closet where I will know it's there but cannot see it until I find something to change it into.
Photos from our wedding that I'm not ready to navigate through are in the back of a high cabinet so they will be safe when I'm ready.
The loving sentiment that people left for us on our wedding day in cards and and our signature book went in trash.
Love letters he wrote me though few had been saved until today when they were crumpled up or ripped to pieces and thrown away covered in tears after 1 final reading.
We did a walk through to ensure I got it all. I think I did. I got everything tangible.
There is a feeling when we are there together that I don't get to and cannot take with me. A feeling that will stay in the house so that I can be at peace.
C
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