I saw my ex today. We had some things to talk about. And I'd been so worried for so many days, causing extreme and debilitating anxiety but it wasn't bad at all. We laughed, I smiled. I remembered why I fell in love with this man. Why I married this man. But he also looked lighter and happy. I haven't seen him look like that, like he didn't have the weight of the world on his shoulders in long time. So while right now I'm hurting, I also know that we are doing the right thing to end our marriage.
Our marriage ending does not mean our entire relationship was a failure. It just means it wasn't meant for forever. And if he gets to be the light and happy version of himself and be the version that makes me laugh, the one I fell in love with then we are making the right choice.
C
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