I would really like to go back to my baseline now. My normal can't eat most foods stomach and headache life style. I'd like to go back there. Instead I live in ear pain, sinus hell, swollen painful throat and sore chest from coughing so hard. So like I stated at the start I'd like to go back to my baseline now and be less sick please.
Today my students told me the following in no particiular order of awfulness:
"You look dead", "Why did you even come to work today?", "Eww, you're too close to me, go away", "Sick people scare me", "Why are you so pale?" "Don't come any closer I don't want to get sick", "Don't breathe near me"
Don't get my wrong I love my kids, today I loved them a little bit less after each passing comment. I went to work because 1) I cannot sit at home any more. 2) My kids proved that they cannot handle me being out. 3) I needed to work for my sanity, some people take mental health days, that's cool, my mental health is better when I'm working...most days. 4) I am medicated now.
Today was rough. I was completely exhausted by the end of it and I will go back and do it all again tomorrow.
Signing off
-CDrawe
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