May Accountability - June Goals

Honestly most of this years goals have been tossed out the window.

Would I love to at some point see someone for my chronic health concerns? Yep! Do I feel like walking into any clinic or hospital right now for any reason? Hell No! So I will wait til it's safe for me to do that, because I can live with how I am-even if I sometimes complain about it.

I online shopped in May, probably too much I've got several returns to send out- now due to shipping being an absolute nightmare right now I wont see any of it til June or July, but I did buy clothing- mostly comfy stuff as the sweatpants I have been wearing are from 2007 and 2010 respectively and have seen WAY better days. Knowing that there is a strong possibility I will be teaching from home in the fall-comfy works. 

Make-up: In May of the previous 4 years I spent an average of $100 on beauty and makeup products.  However, in May of 2020 I spent $0.00 on beauty products.  I am really excited to be using up products.  If you are interested in my #Teamprojectpan2020 progress I encourage you to check out my May Blog Post on that.

100 Clock hour goal-

There are weeks it feels totally manageable and there are weeks I feel like I'm crazy

Prior to May, I had 22 hours of WEA provided trainings, Turned in my PGP for 25 hours and finished a 30 clock hour elearning course through Evergreen. I also did a few online learning events through WEA.  As of the end of this month I am sitting at 76 clock hours with another 26 in progress. That goal is closure than ever.

For June my goals are simple:

Make it through the end of the school year.  We have 3 weeks with students online in June. In those 3 weeks I have progress reports and senior packets and letters to write to my seniors because I will not give up that tradition. I have grading and planning and grieving more losses of this school year.

I would love to say I wont buy clothes or make up and that I'll finally make a doctor's appointment, that I'll keep doing clock hours.  But if I'm honest, I know that in June I will be in survival mode and so long as I can do my job well and finish on an OK note then I'll be completely content.

Signing off for now

-C