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Saturday, September 12, 2020

The sky is yellow

 The Sky is Yellow

The sky is yellow, but not in a mid-summer day on the water full of joy sort of way. 

The sky is yellow in an end of the world apocalyptic sort of way. 

The sky is yellow and each breath fills your lungs with smoke.

Masks don't block the incoming particles. 

Taste of wood-chips and burning embers

Burning eyes and throat 

 

The sky is yellow

Is this the end of the world as we know it?

As far as I am concerned the world as we knew it ended in February

We are living in a new normal

Once in a life time is the new normal.

Once in a century pandemic

Once in a century fires

An election that will have a centuries worth of impacts on the rights of pretty much everyone who isn't a middle class straight cis gender able bodied white man

 

The sky is yellow and it feels like the world is ending.  

It feels like the sky is falling

It feels like all of the worlds problems are coming to a head

We walk on pins and needles afraid of what others will think of us

afraid of what we may think of ourselves. 

The sky is yellow and we have failed each other

Our world is burning as the media fuels the fire

dividing friends, families countries in ideological warfar

words have been weaponized to be divisive.

Ignorance and hate are glorified on the nightly news

It's the epitome of years of "us" vs "them" 

 

The sky is yellow and no one is wins.

-C

 

 


Thursday, September 3, 2020

Day 1 [2.0]

 First day of the 2020-21 school year was....interesting, but I survived. 

We had our fair share of tech issues. Hopefully those will be sorted out by next week. 

We have a lot of scheduling issues. I currently have 43 students in a co-taught class. Hoping that goes down by at least 11, but it's out of my hands for now, so I'm letting it go. 

I didn't have planning time, because that summer work boiled over into the school year. But that's okay, because our teachers and educators deserve clarification. 

I tried to stop working at 3:30. It mostly worked. I only responded to 1 set of issues and let all family and student emails go until tomorrow. This is new for me, and I love the decrease in stress. The world does not end if I don't respond to that email. It is refreshing and I'm enjoying that freedom. 

I don't feel even remotely prepared for academics to start, so I'm not. I'm getting to know my students. For me that's the right use of my time. The rest will come but it doesn't need to come now. 

Cheers to all of my amazing friends in education who keep pushing forward every day. 

signing off for now

-C